:: Captain's Log ::
...stardate 10357| [::..who the hell..::] |
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| ::[Name]:: Larah McKay |
| ::[DOB]:: 12/22/1980 |
| ::[DOD]:: 7/15/2063 |
| ::[Age]:: 23 going on 4 ½ |
| ::[Place o Birth]:: San Diego CA |
| ::[Sign]:: Capricorn |
| ::[Year]:: Monkiki |
| ::[What]:: Flonkey |
| [::..things I dig..::] |
| ::[Current List]:: John Cusack, Hugh Jackman, Steve Burns, Adrien Brody, and Pharrell Williams |
| ::[Music]:: Indie, Jazz, Hip Hop, Classic Rock and my girl Utada Hikaru |
| ::[Books]:: Atlas Shrugged, Cannery Row, HP 1 & 3 |
| ::[Movie]:: Amelie, Neverending Story, Labyrinth, 5th Element, Spirited Away |
| ::[TV Show]:: The Man Show, Ranma, Kenshin |
| ::[Artists & Who Not]:: Dali, Miyazaki, Amedeo Pace, Syd Barret, Amon Tobin |
| ::[Actors]:: John Cusack, Winona Ryder, Gregory Peck, Franka Potente |
| ::[En Particular]:: My love, My Melody, Moonstones, Domo-Kun, All things Japanese, Oscar Peterson, Vintage crap, Records, Cigarettes, The moon, Pizza Rolls, Sakuras, Springtime in Kintai, Transcendence |
| [::..If I could I would..::] |
| Fly, model model t fords (import style), move to random places with no abandon. |
| [::..recommended..::] |
| :: Me Home Page Matey [>] |
| :: Eric "Edubl" Constantino [>] |
| :: Eric's Art Nouveau Site (not like decor, but his new site) [>] |
| :: James wannabe cool site [>] |
| :: Craig's Ramblings about God knows what.. (Sike Craig!)[>] |
| :: David's (slukas) site [>] |
| :: Nellie's World[>] |
| :: Jax Chronicles[>] |
| :: Jem Corp[>] |
| :: Think Candice Think[>] |
| :: Rich n Creamy[>] |
| [::..archive..::] |
| [::..Insights..::] |
| Short term memory (if there is such a thing) is composed of 5 units, plus or minus two. Hence, to make a funny, lists have to be 4 or less, preferably 3. Any more would allow previous information to be displaced, taking away from the humor. |
:: Saturday, January 17, 2004 ::
If I tap my heels three times...:: Thursday, January 15, 2004 ::
I got to talking to a couple of my friends from Japan today on AIM.. I want to go back. I need to go back. I'm like Spongebob visiting Sandy for the first time. I just need a taste... just a taste. Just one breath of air from a Shin station. Just shoot off one lil firework. Just drink one liter bottle of Kirin. Just go to one WAI WAI. Just go to one Popura/Lawson's/7-11. Just ride on a JR for one minute. Just go to one Sanzoku. Just eat one gyoza.
I feel as if different places call out to me. There are the obvious places that beckon me towards them: Europe, New York, Japan, New Zealand/Australia, parts of Canada... then there are those that aren't so obvious: Montana, Alaska, The Pacific Northwest.. just random places that I feel I could visit and feel welcome. Okay, okay, I know I just named off half the world, but that's indicative of the person I am. I have to keep moving on.. keep traveling. No particular goal, just keep moving on. I'm surprised that despite me being a flitty butterfly, I have found hearth and comfort in one person and no desire to move on. Perhaps when I find that one place I will find the same feeling there as well. It's strange.. when I first moved to Japan, all I wanted was to move back to San Diego. After 5 years, I wanted to do nothing of the sort. But being in San Diego again for almost 4 years, I have fell in love with this city all over again. However, I don't feel that I belong here 100%, although quite close. Perhaps Iwakuni is the place that I call home. I guess when you lived in a place during your "essential years" you grow a strong bond. I wonder if it's still the same. Maybe it's not. You can never go home again?
:: Larah 11:32 PM [+] | ::
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UGH!:: Monday, January 12, 2004 ::
Why are the people on the Real World so fucking retarded? I had written a long spheal on this topic a few nights ago, but Blogger is an bastard and erased my post when I said to him, "Post and Publish, bitch". Evidentially he didn't fancy my tone too much and erased my entry. Jerk.
Anyway, I want to slap that Asian girl across the mouth. Is every statement she makes going to begin with "Well, being a minority.."? SHUT UP! Stop placing yourself in that social construct and you will no longer have that label of "Asian girl", but you so readily stereotype yourself by blatantly stating that you're a fuckin minority. At least if you go back to Korea, you're not a minority. "Being a half breed," I don't belong in either country, but I don't give a fuck, cuz I'm Larah McKay and I fuckin rule and can kick your mom's ass, and that's alllllll that ever matters. (The world would be a better place if everyone had that mind set.) And no you didn't go up to the black dude and say you know how he feels cuz you're "both minorities". Sweetie, you're an idiot. What is up with all the inane issues that arise from every episode? It hurts, but I CAN'T watch it anymore despite it being in San Diego- the best city ever.
Waaah!!! It's hard being a half breed!
:: Larah 10:01 AM [+] | ::
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Here's a thought...:: Sunday, January 11, 2004 ::
Is there a way to archive my archives? Cuz um, that lil sidebar is gettin a tad long, yanahmean, eh govnah? So yeah Chris, since you are one of 2 people who read my site, clew me in. (and that's the hip new slang for "clue".)
:: Larah 10:25 PM [+] | ::
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Fast Lane
Driving in the fast lane is like an orgy: if I'm riding your ass and pulling your hair, you better do it to the person in front of you or get the fuck out.
:: Larah 5:16 PM [+] | ::
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