:: Captain's Log ::

:: Saturday, June 21, 2003 ::

Nerd Alert

Eric and I went to Walmart to buy Harry Potter at midnight... how extremely geek are we? The line wasn't that long which is both surprising and not... I guess initially you'd expect hella dorks to be there, but at the same time, with the advent of the internet there really isn't any need.

Hyjinks at Nautica
So my ass got a job at Nautica, and so far it's pretty cool. Nothing really in particular, considering it was my first day. Met a couple guys from Ireland, which was pretty dope.. asked them if they had ever been to Larah, or Laragh, but they said they haven't. I'd like to go there sometime and get a key chain that says "I was in Larah" HAHAHA! But considering it's just a parish, and not that big, I doubt they have any tourism type crap.

Stoked
Tomorrow, or today, however you look at it, is gonna RULE! Hopefully it doesn't suck.. cuz usually when you say something is gonna rule, it usually turns out sucking. Anywho, goin to the fair with my loving husband, where we are gonna get fuct up on all the food, check out the art, and check out all the new gadgets and what nots.. I'd like to go on a couple rides just as nostalgia factor. OOH maybe they have a haunted house ride thingy and I can get felt up by Nino Quincampoix.. I wonder why that guy isn't on my list.

After the fair filled fun, gonna go see my favorite band Blonde Redhead with my favorite boys Tim, Jeff, and Craigory.. I think Tim is goin.. I HOPE he's goin.. I dunno if he has a ticket though.. Man, it's gonna be like old times. I miss hangin out with those guys.. those were some fun days when we'd just hang out doing nothing, or goin to raves, or mikey's to watch Craig do his open mike angry music. That was rad!

Okay hella tired.. can't really type worth crap at this moment.. closing thoughts: Animatrix rules all, weed is king, jazz is the best music, John Cusack is the hottest mofo ever, and Hable Con Ella is wonderfully strange.. Why are you wearing that stupid man suit?

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....Continuation

So, that last entry was written friday, and I forgot to finish/publish it... Well since then, went to a rad bbq at Tim's, Eric went to Vallejo for his cousin Serena's graduation from UC Davis, bummed about Gregory and not gettin the job at levi's... however today was pretty fruitful... Went to jury duty, got out at 11am cuz all the cases settled, went to Viejas to find my bum ass a job, got pretty frustrated when I applied at the first place cuz the chick said the help wanted sign had been up since they opened 6 weeks ago... Went home and looked at all the other places hiring in Viejas, called up Nautica and went over there to fill out an app; they said they'd get back to me in a few days.. get a call from them a few hours later, and I start on thursday. How much do I rule? Now all I need is for Gregory Peck to be alive again, and all is right with the world...

So again with the neverending questions.. the damn barrage of philosophical introspective questions.. will they never cease? Nothing exists unless you allow it to.. Reality is based on perception and what hits our somatosensory visual etc. receptors... from a scientific standpoint there are things that exist although we cannot see them.. (der..) yet from a philosophical view, all that exists is what we allow to become salient. Enter Larah's never ending questions...

I already have had a conversation with myself (I often converse with myself since we share the same ideals and are able to debate with each other without too much conflict) and have already wasted the free flow of ideas... now all that is left are residuals which I cannot gracefully piece together into a coherent essay..

I guess I am very egocentric... However, I do not deny that others have a different view on the generalities of life.. perhaps that's a little contradictory.. I feel that nothing else is in existence save for myself. I think this world is created for me and everything that happens is of the consequences of my own actions. It seems that everything in my life as of late has been reflecting what I think inside, eg different situations, different forms of media, etc. Perhaps this is all mad coincidence.. or perhaps I am dead, and all this I perceive and think is the melding of truth in the after life... Perhaps it has not all become prominent since I still somewhat will against the truth since it frightens me so.. I am sooo damn scared of the truth, or even moreso that there is no truth. Ironic that I fear that there may be no truth, and I denounce the idea of absolutes..

This is nothing new.. nothing that hasn't been deliberated on before by smarter men than I... I cannot accurately portray all that I think at this moment due to the prior excuse given, and my current fatigue. Perhaps at a later date.

And for the sake of loveliness, and the fact that I failed to post one on friday, a picture: Moonstone Poison Ring

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